You can’t even say “it feels like” anymore, because that wouldn’t be true. You don’t know what feeling is anymore. You’re numb. You may think you can feel, but you can’t, you’re rationalising each and every move. You’ve become a thinker now.
For someone like me – usually a “feeler”, this new numbness can be exhilarating. Finally, nothing can hurt you. How freeing, but how lonely i think it must be, being numb.
I can’t even finish this, because I don’t want to think anymore. If I’m not a feeler or a thinker: here’s to being numb.