Feeling anxious is a bummer. I don’t know what I am doing with my life, what I’m going to do after university, what profession I’ll go into, who I’ll be with, if anyone, ever. These are all so scary and I feel tiny right now.
I know I’ve got to just keep moving forward and just keep the motion flowing.
I got an unexpected grade last week which I think has shook me up a bit, even though I can drop the module. I don’t doubt myself, I’m just a bit worried. I hope everything I do is worth something. At least education is priceless in the sense that, I cannot regret going to university. I just wish I was more clear in my mind about where I want to go after uni. I know I shouldn’t focus on that now and instead, just focus on getting on with the year.