losing control

I feel like a bird, Perhaps a raven? I’m not too sure anymore. I had a goal insight... I felt freedom and delight! This year I learnt how to fly, So I began my mission, gathering sticks and stones, soaring near, far and wide! But I made a mistake. I looked back for one second, …

words? what are they?

These things that come out of my mouth, sometimes unannounced. These things that seep through when my eyes are filtering tears and my mouth is trembling, please, Please look a little closer, please love me a little bit harder, please, notice! I am trying my best, and I need to just rest, I need a …

plastic brains

I feel ever so plastic at the moment. Every new thing I’ve learnt in life has left me wanting to know more. But I can’t do everything in this one life. And, it’s so stressful to choose one or two things to start a career in. Of course I want to study psychology/affective neuroscience/developmental/social but …

you don’t HAVE to know

I’m finding it really tough right now to actualise the meaning to those five words. I don’t HAVE to know what I’m going to do in the future in terms of a career. I don’t have to have a plan right now, or ever. All that matters is now. This moment. I shouldn’t waste it …

Empirical Project – Results

“Predictors of utilitarian choice: impulsivity and dark triad traits” I got 85% - yes! If anyone is interested in my findings, let me know and I might do a post about that if there is some interest...

tomorrow really is not promised

Obviously. I know that’s what you’re thinking. But for most of us, this covid-19 pandemic has made this point, and scary that is. Tomorrow is not promised because... Some people can’t see their grandparents or those at-risk, anymore. Some people can’t see their partners anymore* (update* going on 3 months for me now) I did …