You can’t even say “it feels like” anymore, because that wouldn’t be true. You don’t know what feeling is anymore. You’re numb. You may think you can feel, but you can’t, you’re rationalising each and every move. You’ve become a thinker now. For someone like me - usually a “feeler”, this new numbness can be [...]
If I could say anything to my younger self that she would believe and grow from, this would be it.
So, this week was long because I had two hospital appointments which resulted in me being unable to go back to uni to attend classes. Although I had a really good week at home, and didn’t do too much work. Today, Sunday, I finally got my ass into gear and made a solid start on [...]
Things are getting personal... insights to childhood and now.
Today, anxiety got the better of me.
I feel slightly puzzled tonight.
Overview of my 7th week. Deadlines approaching, empirical project disasters and more...
It’s all part of the journey: university struggles and how stress can be a good motivator (for me)
I haven’t meditated in awhile, so I decided to tonight. I looked at my stats and in total I’ve done 18 hours worth, since I first got the app a year ago, maybe? I used to be really good at making time to do so, but I don’t know what happened, but I stopped. I’m [...]
This isn’t a negative post at all. Something I’m learning to embrace. The fear and crippling anxiety associated with uncertainty is scary. But it doesn’t have to be. Recently, I’m aware that I don’t really know what I’m going to do in the future, but that’s okay. I’m learning to appreciate the journey more. Literally, [...]
Okay, I want to be as real and truthful as I can be. I’d obviously LOVE to post all the time, and sometimes I will go on a posting mayhem. But a little routine is always good. Sundays - weekly uni updates. I’ve already done week 4+6 only because events were more salient then. It [...]
Here’s an all-round update: Week 6 of my final year at university. Half way through first semester. Yikes.