You can’t even say “it feels like” anymore, because that wouldn’t be true. You don’t know what feeling is anymore. You’re numb. You may think you can feel, but you can’t, you’re rationalising each and every move. You’ve become a thinker now. For someone like me - usually a “feeler”, this new numbness can be [...]
If I could say anything to my younger self that she would believe and grow from, this would be it.
So, it’s Sunday and it’s uni reflection time. This week, I had submitted my first piece of coursework for the year. It was on MDMA and it was an objective report to government officials giving them information on risks of recreational and benefits of potential use. I really enjoyed working on this report and hopefully, [...]
This week was super productive. Over two working day, I basically finished the second draft of my coursework and now have 3 days till the deadline, and I’m feeling chill. I just have to re-write and make it more suitable for my target audience. Also this week, I piloted my dissertation study tasks, so that [...]
In a trance, the world lies still. All noise is white, all colours, grey Except you and I, for we defy.
I feel super optimistic today. Everything seems super clear to me right now. My vision isn’t blurred. My motivation and passion is at an all time high. I’m really excited about the future.
Looking back on my first year of university, I can say that I learnt a lot of skills. Content was not a huge problem for me at all, as I came straight to university after completing my A Levels. I started doing Accounting and Finance, with aspirations to finish, do a masters and specialise in [...]
So, this week was long because I had two hospital appointments which resulted in me being unable to go back to uni to attend classes. Although I had a really good week at home, and didn’t do too much work. Today, Sunday, I finally got my ass into gear and made a solid start on [...]
Things are getting personal... insights to childhood and now.
Today, anxiety got the better of me.
I feel slightly puzzled tonight.
Overview of my 7th week. Deadlines approaching, empirical project disasters and more...