losing control

I feel like a bird, Perhaps a raven? I’m not too sure anymore. I had a goal insight… I felt freedom and delight! This year I learnt how to fly, So I began my mission, gathering sticks and stones, soaring near, far and wide! But I made a mistake. I looked back for one second, …

words? what are they?

These things that come out of my mouth, sometimes unannounced. These things that seep through when my eyes are filtering tears and my mouth is trembling, please, Please look a little closer, please love me a little bit harder, please, notice! I am trying my best, and I need to just rest, I need a …

plastic brains

I feel ever so plastic at the moment. Every new thing I’ve learnt in life has left me wanting to know more. But I can’t do everything in this one life. And, it’s so stressful to choose one or two things to start a career in. Of course I want to study psychology/affective neuroscience/developmental/social but …

27.09.2020

So, it’s been almost a month since I started my new job as a Teaching Assistant. I am really enjoying my role and find that it’s super rewarding getting to really know the children in my class. I feel quite lucky that with my role, I have an almost unique relationship with the children – …

you don’t HAVE to know

I’m finding it really tough right now to actualise the meaning to those five words. I don’t HAVE to know what I’m going to do in the future in terms of a career. I don’t have to have a plan right now, or ever. All that matters is now. This moment. I shouldn’t waste it …

10 lessons from mum

It’s Mother’s Day. So here’s some lessons my wise mother has taught me along the years. In no particular order of course. I hope everyone is coping in this stressful time and to those who are especially affected by the coronavirus pandemic, my heart is with you.