Today, anxiety got the better of me.
Inspired by “black holes”
Sometimes it’s okay to fall, falling to rock bottom gives you the chance to start over. Take the chance.
A friend told me today “I still remember what you said to me a few years ago, and it’s still so true today”. What was that, I asked. “Channel all your negative/aversive energy into something meaningful and watch how that changes the game”
Some days when the world is too much for me, I do what we all do best when we can’t face things.
My account was suspended – go check out what else you missed, or you-sabotage.
It’s time to face the music. Spotlights on you, spotlights on me. Is this the opening act, or the final showdown? Stay tuned… Will the spotlights flicker or will they hold still? Only time can tell… The show must go on – (I hope). It’s time to shine – (please).
Possibly a bit of jumbled mess, but I hope it kind of made sense. Scroll to the bottom for the summary.
This is a fairly long and detailed account of my steps before university, as I started and how I ended up doing a whole turnaround: the big decisions, the stress and the hurdles.