I’m finding it really tough right now to actualise the meaning to those five words. I don’t HAVE to know what I’m going to do in the future in terms of a career. I don’t have to have a plan right now, or ever. All that matters is now. This moment. I shouldn’t waste it […]
Some nonsense writing onto paper essentially
I feel slightly puzzled tonight.
Inspired by “black holes”
A friend told me today “I still remember what you said to me a few years ago, and it’s still so true today”. What was that, I asked. “Channel all your negative/aversive energy into something meaningful and watch how that changes the game”
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It’s time to face the music. Spotlights on you, spotlights on me. Is this the opening act, or the final showdown? Stay tuned… Will the spotlights flicker or will they hold still? Only time can tell… The show must go on – (I hope). It’s time to shine – (please).
Possibly a bit of jumbled mess, but I hope it kind of made sense. Scroll to the bottom for the summary.
You can’t even say “it feels like” anymore, because that wouldn’t be true. You don’t know what feeling is anymore. You’re numb. You may think you can feel, but you can’t, you’re rationalising each and every move. You’ve become a thinker now. For someone like me – usually a “feeler”, this new numbness can be […]
Sometimes life makes you feel like you’re dying, I guess it’s so you can be reminded to fix what is really important. I’m not dying, nor do I feel like death right now. But I don’t feel particularly warm.