I feel slightly puzzled tonight.
Inspired by “black holes”
A friend told me today “I still remember what you said to me a few years ago, and it’s still so true today”. What was that, I asked. “Channel all your negative/aversive energy into something meaningful and watch how that changes the game”
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It’s time to face the music. Spotlights on you, spotlights on me. Is this the opening act, or the final showdown? Stay tuned… Will the spotlights flicker or will they hold still? Only time can tell… The show must go on – (I hope). It’s time to shine – (please).
Possibly a bit of jumbled mess, but I hope it kind of made sense. Scroll to the bottom for the summary.
You can’t even say “it feels like” anymore, because that wouldn’t be true. You don’t know what feeling is anymore. You’re numb. You may think you can feel, but you can’t, you’re rationalising each and every move. You’ve become a thinker now. For someone like me – usually a “feeler”, this new numbness can be […]
Sometimes life makes you feel like you’re dying, I guess it’s so you can be reminded to fix what is really important. I’m not dying, nor do I feel like death right now. But I don’t feel particularly warm.
If I could say anything to my younger self that she would believe and grow from, this would be it.
Here is a little poem I wrote a while back. I’m quite proud of this piece as I find it to be truly timeless. There isn’t just one theme which can stem from this, honestly, each time I read it – dependent on my mood, I can envision different meanings from this. Be that a relationship with anxiety, love, depression etc. Take what resonates! Hope you enjoyed this.