I feel slightly puzzled tonight.
Inspired by “black holes”
A friend told me today “I still remember what you said to me a few years ago, and it’s still so true today”. What was that, I asked. “Channel all your negative/aversive energy into something meaningful and watch how that changes the game”
Some days when the world is too much for me, I do what we all do best when we can’t face things.
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Possibly a bit of jumbled mess, but I hope it kind of made sense. Scroll to the bottom for the summary.
You can’t even say “it feels like” anymore, because that wouldn’t be true. You don’t know what feeling is anymore. You’re numb. You may think you can feel, but you can’t, you’re rationalising each and every move. You’ve become a thinker now. For someone like me – usually a “feeler”, this new numbness can be […]
Sometimes life makes you feel like you’re dying, I guess it’s so you can be reminded to fix what is really important. I’m not dying, nor do I feel like death right now. But I don’t feel particularly warm.
If I could say anything to my younger self that she would believe and grow from, this would be it.
Here’s a quick 5 minute poem. I wrote this while at work where I currently have most of my creative ideas. I guess adverse environments really do encourage the best of us. Let me know what you think.