The sun appears to dim as you come by – I can never tell how long I’ve got before you pour anguish all over me. Sometimes, I see it coming from miles away, other times, your force just beckons and you’re here. Sometimes bittersweet, but only when you say goodbye with rainbows.
It’s time to face the music. Spotlights on you, spotlights on me. Is this the opening act, or the final showdown? Stay tuned… Will the spotlights flicker or will they hold still? Only time can tell… The show must go on – (I hope). It’s time to shine – (please).
You can’t even say “it feels like” anymore, because that wouldn’t be true. You don’t know what feeling is anymore. You’re numb. You may think you can feel, but you can’t, you’re rationalising each and every move. You’ve become a thinker now. For someone like me – usually a “feeler”, this new numbness can be […]
As the rain gets heavier, my eyes grow wider, my breathing slows and my heart beat grows. Is this what it’s like? I find shelter under big oak trees – feeling alive, for once. The bark against my back reminds me I always have something to lean on and the soil clenched between my hands […]