Covid-19 pandemic is kicking my ass and I don’t really know what it means to live anymore. I’m tired of this new normal bullsh*t. But I too reinforce it. I can’t win.
I’m finding it really tough right now to actualise the meaning to those five words. I don’t HAVE to know what I’m going to do in the future in terms of a career. I don’t have to have a plan right now, or ever. All that matters is now. This moment. I shouldn’t waste it …
Some nonsense writing onto paper essentially
A friend told me today “I still remember what you said to me a few years ago, and it’s still so true today”. What was that, I asked. “Channel all your negative/aversive energy into something meaningful and watch how that changes the game”
Today upon doing some reflection of the good things I have i life, I found myself with quite the list! I’m sharing this so that, even if you don’t feel your life is great right now, maybe some of these things will remind you that it’s likely you are living a more meaningful life than you think. In no particular order… here goes:
Some days when the world is too much for me, I do what we all do best when we can’t face things.
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It’s time to face the music. Spotlights on you, spotlights on me. Is this the opening act, or the final showdown? Stay tuned… Will the spotlights flicker or will they hold still? Only time can tell… The show must go on – (I hope). It’s time to shine – (please).
Here’s a quick 5 minute poem. I wrote this while at work where I currently have most of my creative ideas. I guess adverse environments really do encourage the best of us. Let me know what you think.